Friday, June 13, 2008

Give Me A Sign

Have you ever prayed to GOD for a sign, but then you get the sign, and you don't like it so you pretend that you don't know its a sign, so you ask for another sign to prove this one is a sign? Yeah, well that's me right now. I asked for a sign to go forward or to stop, and basically got the redlight. But that isn't really what I wanted to do. I was just having so much fun speeding ahead, with the top down, the wind in my hair (I guess I am using a car anology too, just like you) and it felt so great to be free again. To be laughing, and giddy. You know what I mean, and then, BAM a big freaking redlight spoils all the fun (funny that it is red). Now I am sad and confused, because just a few minutes ago it was green and I was going to go on through, but it tuned red without even the smallest inkling that it was going to. No warning, no slow progression from green to yellow to red. Just red. So now I sit here, twiddling my thumbs waiting because I know that one of these times, it's going to turn green again because that is just was it does. I just wonder if I will still be here waiting, or if maybe I turned right on red, and I am gone.


Keowdie said...

I know exactly how you feel! I recently received a sign... a "Left Turn Only." I'm turning left, even though it's not really what I think I want... I'm turning. Not sure how I feel about it, but I am turning...

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